
posted : Thursday, 4 March 2010
yet stil, we had de thing we suppose to tok by tonite i tot we can speak it out clearly but i cant reli brave to ask and speak it out. mayb i just scared to hear any negative answer from eu. i start to avoid de part de question de answer i wish to noe long time ago or de question i had know d answer i start to run away n hide into my deep deep heart then cover it a smiley face a funny action and lame joke. i start to pretend like nothing for a thing happened scared to face de true scared to hear any heartbreak answer from eu. wat should i do? continue waiting? or giving up which i dun reli think i can do dat!! hey god. if u hear wat i pray for n i DO wish u can hear dat just show me d path dat i can walk a path suitable for me n of cux a best way to her too. P.S: wil EU reli hear wat i hope? perhaps. =( |